X
At other places, Faith + Vulnerability

Making Marriage Beautiful

April 13, 2017 0

How do you do more than simply “make do” in marriage with all the demands of schedules, children, and jobs?

Here’s a bit of my story: 

We were making our sixth home together — after first jobs, graduate school in another country, ministerial internships, and now, after two little babies came whooshing into our life. I don’t remember the specifics, but I remember shouting that echoed off of wood floors, how I didn’t have words for the tail spin of all that I thought life should be and what it clearly was. So instead we screamed. I didn’t have words for all the ways it was easier to blame him than to grow with him— for the many moves, for adventures that took at least two years to feel at home, for our growing family and the demands on me as a young mother.

It was easier to thrust his own issues on him, run and hide from mine, and make him be the scapegoat for all the angst I felt at the hard process of growing up.

No, I didn’t have the words to own up to my own birthright of sin. So we shouted. We slammed doors. We both were so alone.

Now, after more than half our lifetimes together and nearly two years into move number eight, we’ve added two more children, we’re planting a church back home in the suburbs, and I’m writing a book. We’re exhausted. But we’re not exhausted in a way that leads to shouting and door slamming. The change gradually seeped in through lots of prayer, counseling, and going through Sonship, an intensive discipleship program. As we do things we have no more energy to do on our own strength like writing books and church planting and raising four children — I’ve seen the sin patterns in my navel-gazing, my own fear of invisibility if I wasn’t out in the work force being productive, and how it’s easier to blame shift than to see the truth of your own heart.

We make our marriage beautiful because we choose, day by day, to be for each other.

Read the rest at Dorothy Greco’s site.

Dorothy Greco has written a fantastic resource on marriage, Making Marriage Beautiful: Lifelong Love, Joy, and Intimacy Start with You. It’s relatable, helpful, and filled with stories of people working hard to make their marriage not only thrive but also be beautiful. Buy it here.